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2011-05-21T01:12:00.000-07:00

Wow it's been a really long time since i last blogged :O And i blame facebook xP Probably won't be coming here anymore, or maybe just once in a while haha(: Lots of things have happened recently, the completion of APs (and the screwing up of it), getting rejected by a scholarship board at the last lap which is ok i guess since hopefully there'll be more chances to come, staying over at germ's house with the 12SHs!;D, watching an entire season/nearly an entire season of GG, ANTM, and American Idol, and now trying to complete all the english articles required for this semester while anticipating the next Pandora Hearts chapter :O

Speaking of ANTM, my favs were Alexandria, Molly, and Brittani (in terms of photos), so i guess i was ok with Brit winning heh. And for american idol i loved lauren since the start and haley later on, so pretty excited to watch lauren in the finals! Hopefully she goes all out :/

2010-11-22T06:22:00.001-08:00

Just returned from malaysia(: hotel was surprisingly awesome for a 3 star with fees of $80 per room per day (meaning you can squeeze as many people you want into a hotel room but still paying the same total fees!) - extremely new, very spacious with 2 separate rooms, and generally pleasing designs. had a pretty good time of spiritual feeding and shopping hahahaha :D it's been eons since i last shopped k (excluding the shopping required for boarding night :/), plus it's worthwhile with the exchange rate, the current discount on top of the price due to the sales, and the possibility to further bargain down the price :D

Well was pretty relaxed for a while, but now that i'm back in singapore, i should get back to things i should settle.

And maybe along the day i began to feel worse. Frankly speaking i think i fare pretty well in terms of patience. But put anyone else in my shoes, there is a very high possibility that the person will grow extremely violent, bad tempered, rebellious, highly-strung and whatnot that can be mirrored or derived as a result of. I think as of now it is still within my ability to tolerate and to control my emotions and outbursts. Given God's guidance i may even be able to endure infinitely. But this isn't any justification to continue without selfchecks from time to time. And might i add it always helps to show at least an ounce of appreciation.

2010-10-31T00:44:00.000-07:00

Life's a road and i wanna keep going

Sometimes i feel as if i'm thinking too much bout stuff, digging into the hurtful stuff. But then again, it's worse to be absentminded, thinking you're floating along in life when you're actually crashing, isn't it? Y'know it's funny to say, but i think the less turbulent your life is, the more time you have to linger on upsetting things that you should actually just cast away, and you become emo or however you want to phrase it. An empty mind is also the devil's workshop afterall. It's saddening to say but i feel like the past 17 years of my life has been pretty wasted, maybe except for the few times when i could make some other person's life better. KTVBS was one of the memorable things in my life so far, and i always think back at it with a smile. But that was how many years ago? 6? 7? I've lost track of the time. I miss following up with those people. I wonder whether they still remember me. It'll be heartening if they do, but given 6, 7 years, what are the odds? There's been so much inertia in my life these few years, so much distractions, and studies to attend to. I really hope i can get my life back on track, to actually do something meaningful, else i'll just be rotting away, non?

I guess life's so beautiful, only if you explore its depths.

2010-09-30T05:56:00.000-07:00

Just checked for the first call-out for antm cycle 15 ep3, and as expected it's ann ward again :O She really reminds me of cycle 13's winner - Nicole Fox (above :D). Both look really gawky in real life and they don't seem to be those lively fun girls who you really hope will win, but they're really focused and they deliver(: The others should so stop being btichy and focus on the competition! But anws, this cycle has being disappointing so far, some of them don't even have the potential imo lol ):

Anws time to focus on exams! Next week! D:

2010-09-26T08:08:00.000-07:00

Now how's that racy?! the back is fully covered; it's less racy than a wedding dress LOL.

2010-09-24T10:10:00.000-07:00

Haha, you ask me how has life been, honestly i can't really describe it realistically to you. At this juncture, i'll just say wasted, really wasted. A 5 year foundation couldn't even withstand a quarterdeck. I'm saddened, disappointed, and have no other comments otherwise. Well what do i have to say? Expect the unexpected, the cornerstone could very well have been built on clouds.

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's alright because I love the way you lie

2010-09-21T08:19:00.000-07:00

Simply said, I may not be oblivious. It's best not to test my tolerance even if you think i'll let it by.

2010-09-19T05:40:00.000-07:00

Janice has a future in the music parody industry i tell you!

"i shall sit here and spam
just gonna sit here and get real fat
thats alright cos i like it sedentary like that."

LOL.

2010-09-14T23:59:00.000-07:00

Thanks for those who wished me speedy recovery(: Yupp, i'm feeling much better now, fever subsided quite a bit, let's hope it doesn't go up again, else i'll end up missing chem quiz and having to do a makeup for 2 quizzes and 1 test next week in addition to dunno how many quizzes and hw. Speaking of which i better start revising for those, in case i need to take them tmr. Will probably return to hostel tonight?

Ugh gg ~~i think~~ i'll fail chem quiz.

P.S. anybody knows how to edit the timing and date on blogs? mine's lagging by 1 day LOL.

Everybody 1,2 step!

2010-09-10T05:48:00.000-07:00

Automatic, Supersonic, Hypnotic, Funky fresh

Watched Step Up 3 with naomi today! i ♥ their choreography! And their dance steps are generally much faster than the previous 2 prequels! Esp like their pop and lock & one part where i thought i saw a guy slide a short distance on one hand with the other 3 limbs in the air! (but naomi says she didn't see it so maybe i was hallucinating :O) I think alyson stoner and adam sevani are very cute together and really talented! That includes their crazy dance in the streets ;) Looking forward to watching alyson in CampRock2! Apparently she's a singer+dancer+actress+model at just 17 (our age ohmygosh!), and i know she's pretty good for the 1st 3 :O And there were so many young talented dancers! They look bout 10-12 years old? But they dance so well (not just for their age but generally), and one of the girls can do alot of bboy moves! :O I think she has abs! *envious* I wonder whether the slurpee thing is possible._. Should try one day!:D...and wear a hat in case it backfires :O

2010-09-08T23:49:00.000-07:00

LALALA. BLANK. :O Janice has a point.

byebye!

2010-09-06T04:55:00.000-07:00

Interesting fact of the day: i bite my tongue when i sneeze :O

2010-09-04T04:58:00.000-07:00

Emma watson is so pretty i think she should be in twilight ;D Look at her, she's so fair, topped up with her golden locks she can blend in perfectly as a vampire hahaha ;D

The whole holiday thing is catching up with me :O And antm cycle 15 is not out yet to entertain me ): Ohwell don't fret jo, you have your hw and revision to keep you company(;

Oh and another pretty girl with a uniquely awesome voice (i love her makeup in this vid!):

2010-09-03T10:24:00.000-07:00

Thanks for never leaving, but now my staying doesnt seem such a good idea. If things do turn out such that leaving is the only sensible option, please don't take offence, i'll still be there if you do need me.(: idk why i'm posting this when the above isn't taking place, but just in case it does, i don't wanna hurt you again.

I feel like eating cheesedippers :O

2010-08-31T07:28:00.000-07:00

A real hectic week has just passed, but i shouldn't take this time to chill out too much since i seriously should complete my stuff as per dateline.

Last week was the spammage of hw+quizzes+tests week with a few tday rehearsals (those in hall as well as the night practices). Somehow along the way i caught a flu which developed into a cough and yadayada. And knowing me i don't really take very good care of myself hahaha. So that explains why i've not fully recovered as yet, but at least the running nose/blocked nose is gone and i've found my voice!:) Thankyou jah for the medicine! Sorry i almost depleted your supply! Do you prefer upfront payment or replacement of goods? LOL. :/

Then there was sc selection camp from friday cca time till sunday noon, of which i slept 4hrs on the first night and 2hrs on the second. But the time was well spent, and it also opened my eyes to how vigourous the selection process has to be and how the same candidate can be viewed very differently by 2 different evaluators. All in all i believe most candidates did show potential (to various degrees) but as to whether that makes them deserve to get into council, or to rephrase it, whether council is suitable for them or whether they are better as house captains etc, i can't say for sure. It's really tough to make decisions concerning those on grey areas. What makes one deserve it more than the other when they excel in different areas and show weakness in separate areas too? I guess the discussion subsequently evolved into who can change if he/she joins council. And honestly, if we had to go through such a selection process, how many of us would have passed out of 5? I really don't know, since the facilitators then might have differed from us. I just hope that whoever is chosen, they will change the school through council, and that many years later, we'll be proud alumni of nus high and the council.

On the same night directly after camp was the closing ceremony of SYDC of which dance was the opening perf. Saw minh chau, zhixin, and chris! My gosh the people there seem so wild and crazy unlike what you would have assumed from observing their debates :O It was pretty shocking initially when people just ran up on stage during song choice with the disco lights etc :O Sorry, i'm a super shy person who doesn't really like the limelight in such cases heh :/ Only went up cause i made a bet with chris and zhixin that i'll go up and dance if they do and they really did! D: Then only when i got back to hostel that i suddenly realised sports day was on monday and TDay was on tuesday and not the reverse way around, which meant that my house tee would still be in the laundry! Imagine how panicky i got cause it would be dumb to get dqed for not wearing your house tee (esp for 2 events), non? So i started calling up people, before i found out that you could loan the laundry key from the hostel office! Like, since when?! Was so elated that i flew up the hostel stairs and nearly tripped when a huge fat black bettle suddenly came into view! Super scary can! Tricia shares my sentiments hahaha! Then dosed myself with medicine and went to bed earlier, around 11sth cause i didn't want to die the next day.

Okay so i survived sports day, many thanks to weining for helping me to the restroom when i nearly died after my first event; xinyuan for staying with me throughout the whole thing when i merlioned out my breakfast; hanisah for borrowing wendelyn's waterbottle, and wendelyn for kindly lending me your waterbottle(: On a sidenote, ohmygosh mag yay(: I don't think you'll see this but if you do, i hope you have recovered too (and found your voice)! :D and i recognised alot of sc selection camp participants that day and ohboy they sure run damn fast! Especially yufong and dominic :O

Aaand finally today was TDay celebrations! The end of my hectic week (i think.) Thanks Janice Soo for buying the chrysanthemum drink! Really appreciate your thoughtfulness(:

Okay time to get to work, i shouldn't sleep early today since i have stuff to do.

2010-08-20T08:18:00.000-07:00

What do you think about this?

I've been holding it in now I'm letting it flow

What do you think about this?

I'm gonna do my own thing yeah I'm flying solo so

Don't tell me how its gonna be

On my own

And the thing of it is

There's nothing round here that I'm gonna miss

Cause you're holding me down I just wanna fly

There comes a time when I gotta say goodbye

To the life that you see me in

Here's where I begin

And I promise myself I ain't nobody's,

I just wanna be free

And I promise myself

Even though it don't always come easy

Gonna learn from my pain

Never explain

Do it my way, that's what I say

Promise myself I'm the only one who will believe me

There's a voice in my head

Telling me come on, come on, move on

There's a voice in my head

Telling me I know my right from wrong

They say what doesn't kill you can

Make you strong

Now I know what it means

You can try to bend but you ain't breakin my dreams

I'll be making mistakes

Comin up at a loss

I'll be tumbling down

But Like MC shake it off I'll stay cool cause I know who's boss

Of me, myself, and I

I'll keep movin even when the beat is gone

I'll keep doin what i got to do to carry on

So don't hold me down cause i'm gonna fly and the time has come and gotta say goodbye

To the life that you see me in

Here's where I begin

2010-08-20T06:23:00.000-07:00

After,

the cold darkness,

in the heart of the forest.

Where birds are singing,

for the new born sun.

In the womb of the leaves,

on the branches of the trees,

lies the treasure of the morning,

the pearls of light.

Carried away by the truculence of my world,

I got lost in the search for enlightment,

The blue rain,

Covered my roots and I forgot where I came from.

2010-08-19T06:16:00.000-07:00

Hohoho i realised i can be rather fickle. Thanks for listening to me thru, even tho atm i seem to be rejecting all solutions and drifting in between. Wow i'm skilled. Just sometime early this morning i decided to persist. Now i really want to give up. But i know before long i'll be changing my mind again-.- And i bet i'll be right bout what happens. I'm not psychic, it's just intuition once you know enough. Haha. Yknow what? It doesn't matter anymore LOL.(:

2010-08-18T08:11:00.000-07:00

_ ____ __ __ ____, but i don't know anymore. _ ______'_ ____ _______ ___ ___ ___ ___ __ __ ____ ___, but i guess i shouldn't bother counting on that. Life's so short, am i gonna spend it that way? Correction and reproach cannot be done without in all genuinity, but when your life suddenly spins out of orbit and you're clutching on to the last few straws, i really dont know what's key. For me, what i really need is support. Maybe you intended to give it but you fail at communication, or maybe you just don't care since you've found another cornerstone. Whatever. Fyi i'm not the type to wait for sympathy to come, i'd rather just move on.

I think i've been backsliding alot, i don't know when i'll ever catch back up.

2010-08-15T05:48:00.000-07:00

Dear XXX,

I miss you alot, lately. been facebooking, glad to know you're doing well (i hope). your birthday's coming; it's this week. if only we could meet up soon to celebrate :/ we have alot of catching up to do :O it's been so many years since we got apart, i wonder how much you've changed, even tho i just saw you this year :X i wonder, how much have i changed too? You are the most awesome bestfriend i ever had, of course together with my current twin. maybe after my exams i could drag you to my youth camp?;D unless you're still going to visit your couz in beijing :/

♥OPAL

TIOMAN♥

2010-08-13T23:00:00.001-07:00

Bon voyage! (gerlynn takes awesome vintage pictures, ♥ her cam!)

Tioman Resort! (Beautiful environment, nightmarish toilets)

Our room key!

Group9+10 = Awesome people(:

The gals

...and the ~~act cool~~ guys :P

group 9/the black people :O

cheryl!

quy and minh chau!

Snorkeling(: Bread's for the fish, not me

Stargazing @ the beach (: Scorpio in the night sky

The milky way(: and scorpio

We ♥ Tioman!

That pretty much sums up part of the tioman trip(: The other part is the marine & forest ecology, the beautiful scenery, the breath-taking constellations & shooting stars (thanks rion & jq!) and the awesome night breeze(:

2010-07-31T04:36:00.000-07:00

Okay sheesh i'm not the type to stay negative for long, so i'll try to forget this. I'm changing my mind and you better not let me regret it. Okay nvm, i'm changing my mind and i don't care what happens next, i'll try to take it in stride and pick up whatever pieces left of me.

On the sidenote, i realised that i still have not uploaded my hp pics! :O lazy much :P Idky, going thru pics, whether on com or phone, always brings back happy memories, maybe that's why i've decided to just let sleeping dogs lie.

One more week to tioman! (and one more disastrous week to endure x.X)

2010-07-28T06:54:00.000-07:00

Dear 19 year old self, what would you have done differently?

I guess i'll know by the time i reach 19. Perhaps, by then, you won't be a worry.

2010-07-27T05:09:00.000-07:00

Haha awfully long time no post, not surprising given my school, hostel, arp and stuff, plus my really scattered brain...

Been thinking bout stuff recently, actually no, a while back alr, ever since this sem or maybe slightly earlier, just that my attitude makes me erase stuff from my brain really easily. and i realised why i hardly blog out my thoughts, cause when i'm the most hurt it is always due to the indirect or direct actions of people really close to me, whether blood or nonblood related. and i dont like thinking negatively bout a friend if it's not going to do anyone good anyway.

**pause, janice just popped over to be the first reader :O naaaah -minimizes page- xP**

Haha and yeah my 3sec attention span is really helpful in helping me avoid negative thoughts. haha but okay since this same thought has been bugging me for quite a long period of time, i shall just help myself release steam in a really vague manner(;

yeah i know i'm the really playful sort in hostel, i do last min mugging and chionging of hw but still will myself to go out the same day. even tho my roommate is a really good study influence it just doesnt rub onto me like monica to weining. but at least when it concerns groupwork, take for instance, the extremely tedious and eyestraining paramecium counting, and i know i need to be there and am later asked to go out, i would have had second thoughts bout it, which would lead me to feeling bad and not going out. some people just dont. ohlol i just realised if the above example is taken literally many people fit into the some people category. okay shall elaborate further, if people within the group are doing the count on shift it's fine, i mean if you have chem/math whatever honours during that time it's fine, or if there are alr more than 1 person in your group counting it's fine. but when you obviously are free and you leave your single sad group member counting all alone by himself/herself for hours, even a dummy would know thats not what a considerate person would have done. apply that to whatever other stuff you can think of. but anyway if you wanna be like that, just too bad for your poor group member, that's all.

And i may seem like i dont care but personally dont you think it sucks to be completely unaware of certain stuff which you should know due to certain terminology? or maybe the line has gotten so blurred up such that the value of it is rendered obsolete. well i probably wont stay upset for long given my scattered brain, and maybe with every little bit i let go off, i feel relieved. perhaps, do it more often and you wont see me again. aww isn't that awesome?(: don't worry i have alr considered your feelings, cause when that happens you probably won't even realise to get hurt. you're welcome(: oh and what's more awesome is that i dont even need to physically disappear :O

**pause ohmygosh its getting too serious sounding liao, i'm sorry but thats what you get when you try to censor out alot of things to protect people's feelings and yourself**

okayokay back to even more serious stuff, i've got work to do. tatas

2010-07-01T08:19:00.000-07:00

so many things, so little words can describe. i'm beat, goodnight.

2010-06-22T06:28:00.000-07:00

Janice is so lame. 'ARP is more taxing than the ERP.' HAHAHA :O

Have been back from church camp for some time already(: it was pretty enjoyable, loved the weather there too ;D it's like having aircon without paying. I don't know bout the style of them but i found the topics of the messages very applicable to everyone and a rather effective wakeup call for many. Tho on a side note i guess i'm still as distracted as ever and i don't feel more matured or anything like my age. When i was 12 i envisioned my 17 self as much more focused on my career goals in life etc, but i guess nothing has changed. bleh. anyways lazy to do any proper posts bout camp :/ But i should probably post these as they are common areas in life we all err in and as a result often develop conflict for.

"Charity suffereth long, and is kind; charity envieth not; charity vaunteth not itself, is not puffed up,"
"Doth not behave itself unseemly, seeketh not her own, is not easily provoked, thinketh no evil;"
"Rejoiceth not in iniquity, but rejoiceth in the truth;"
"Beareth al things, believeth all things, hopeth all things, endureth all things"
- 1 Corinthians 13: 4-7

Went to dso today, met my prof's ntu student, who taught me some basics in c language using a micro-controller. wasn't as bad as i thought it would be, but i must say programming is anything but my forte. idk how many times i yawned while the ntu student was talking, hope he didn't notice :X He passed me a textbook, i guess i shall try to read as much as i can.

Dance tmr. i hope i feel better tmr; stupid me forgot my jacket and umbrella today, dso felt much colder for dunno what reason then it rained thereafter-.-

2010-06-11T04:26:00.000-07:00

Wow looks like i pretty much haven't done anything academic during the hols :O and next week i'll be in church camp, awana! hoping to buy birthday prez for 2 people tmr and have lunch with joanne(:

anws i was happily reading the newspaper just now when an unknown caller rang me up on my hp, then the first thing the girl said (in chinese) was: Guess who am i?;D x 3times or so. then she sounded alot like weining but had a more sha jiao voice, so i thought it was joanne trying to give me a harder time in guessing who she was. Then the girl was like, aiyooo sthsth can't rmb your old friend ah? then i felt so bad cause i thought it was really someone i knew, so i just guessed weining, but wrong guess luh. Then my mind was still drifting and she rambled on in chinese, so fast until i didn't really catch what she was saying. Then suddenly, after quite a while, it occurred to me that she probably got the wrong number, tho i can't outright say that in case she really phoned for me. So i had to ask her who she wanted to talk to, and ya luh, wrong number, duh. But that experience was freakyyy. CHINESE OKAY. RAPID CHINESE. time to revisit chinese LOL. (uhohgg)

made my dad's birthday card le! it looks very cute together with the envelope! will post pics after i have passed it to him(:

2010-05-28T10:41:00.000-07:00

Taylor Momsen has a really unique and interesting voice, the kind that you either love it or hate it, and i kinda like it in this song xD Tho thats the only part of the song that i like. Don't like the guy's voice, not a fan of the repetitive lyrics, guitar accompaniment sounded weird, her hair abit too long for her LOL looks a little like a mop (imo she looks so much better if her hair's like 3/4 the current length) :O Ohohoh can you believe it she's 16? i kept thinking she's like 19 or sth with the makeup on.

2010-05-28T08:05:00.000-07:00

Today's BP youth conference really made me reflect; the messages, they were really meant for people like me. Yet why can't i break out of the habit? i should go find a wall to bang my head against. ohwait they are round about me-.- Okay i really must make a change. And not wait for tmr to effect it. Like right now i shall go take a slight break and really work hard on this, i dont wanna repeat the same thing again, it's frustrating.

Ok that aside, the experience was pretty enriching, it's my first time afterall:) 100+ people, nice friendly people;) Tho jah kept falling asleep during the first message :O Ok the first half of the first message. He was on night duty so just nice by the time he got back to school my dad just reached. And tonight he has duty again._. goodluck! don't KO! LOL. Oh there was this presenter who was a darn confident speaker. seriously, the guy spoke like he was in drama club or from gavel. Super funny also xD And my group's the only group w/o ppt slides. Must say presentation has never been my niche, even though i seem calm on the outside, i'm actually very nervous, and when i'm nervous i can't think straight. Fortunately this round was okay, thanks faith, valerie and the rest for going back up with me to cram last min info ;D

List of stuff to do:
- TDay must go check when's the mtg with SM, it's getting late
- Mentor+mentees outing! I hope we can make it a fun one ;D
- SATs. ok shit i have been procrastinating and since i took neither psat nor courses, i needa chiong, like nowz.
- VBS. Just received more notes. Although the role of an assistant teacher is much more slack than a teacher, i feel obligated to at least prepare y'know, it's like part of responsibility.
- idk i cant be bothered to think alr i need my break like right now and blogging isn't exactly the break i have in mind. kay brb.

2010-05-10T05:08:00.000-07:00

thanks pm group(:

Well... i've thought it through and as much as i really wanna go for syf, the stakes are too great. Acads, ARP, family; these are not things to be taken lightly of, i don't wanna regret it later and even let it affect my syf perf, better now than drag down the whole team later right? zzz.

2010-05-08T07:37:00.000-07:00

you're eating away my heart, i just feel more dead by the day whenever i'm with you. can't you even chill for one sec and hold your peace? just stop it, be less critical, stop being so quarrelsome, can't you see that it's a one-sided argument cause no one's responding to you? and stop thinking you're always correct, just listen to yourself and you'll know why.

sick.

2010-04-23T05:19:00.000-07:00

Long overdue pics :/ ahwells pardon my laziness heh(:

guys playing twister = entertainment :D

look at reshi's expression LOL

The 7 sleeping beauties! Ehwait ros why you wake up! And that's just the back 2 rows._.

Comic relief: panda on my 11+ year old keyboard LOL.

Jo + Lornie = Jealous Nick (nick: Hah your face got cut out heheh xP)

Heidi, Me, Weining, Ger(: wow weining's specs actually look fine here :O

Long time no post. Have been busy. Quizzes, tests, exams, now projs, and exams still ongoing, but ending soonnn, like 7th may. Go JoJo! Taking a breather over the weekend, or more like just for now before i start chionging projs. Must finish my part for bio proj and chem proj tonight :X Tmr going to ShangriLa Hotel for buffet with my hostel cluster. Apparently there are 6 other clusters going too or sth like that._.

On a sidenote, this was supposed to be an easy sem where manymanymany people get CAP 5.0, but i kinda wasted it away so ): Physics i hope they don't round down, else i'll be really sad ): Maths is fine according to Mr Wang, i hope he rmbs my score correctly, later i happy for nothing -.- Bio i really must mugggg. bleh. i need to get over the stumbling block that i need the perfect teacher to get good grades, cause at the end of the day i really cant and shouldnt depend on anyone else to excel at bio. it's supposed to be my honours subject, so if i screw it up i have nothing to say alr. Chem... hahahaha what to say? Die means die luh.

'Cause I got your picture

I'm coming with you

Dear Maria, count me in

There's a story at the bottom of this bottle

And I'm the pen

Make it count when I'm the one

Who's selling you out

'Cause it feels like stealing hearts

Calling your name from the crowd

2010-04-01T06:51:00.000-07:00

Do i have moodswings? idk. sometimes i try to avoid thinking bout it but it still lurks somewhere in my subconscience. sucks i guess. idk. what am i even talking bout lol.

quizzes, tests, they make me sad. i mean so far, looking at things realistically, everything can be quite giveaway y'know. but why am i doing badly? cause my time management sucks. but as much as i acknowledge mugging is rather essential, i don't want to live a void life. i need to strike a balance and i need to strike it well. i've always imagined how awesome it would be to really be able to focus on my studies when need be then completely relax within a given period of time after that. maybe it's achieveable, i've gotta keep trying, of course starting with getting my acads back in form first. however then i realised, i always keep neglecting my spiritual walk with God, time and time again, i tell myself i'll start anew, make things right, but idk. sigh.

i shall do hw now(: i needa start revision too...

2010-03-27T06:03:00.000-07:00

i don't know why these days i fall asleep so easily. i mean, i wake up fresh, but after breakfast, i fall asleep again. then i wake up and fall asleep later on and the cycle continues. shit. this isn't good. especially when i have stuff to do ): and my sleep cycle is kinda funny cause idk whether to say imma heavy or light sleeper. regardless of how many hours i sleep, i normally wake up the time i wanna wake up when i hear my alarm clock go off (but whether i go back to sleep is a different thing :D), but given the same amount of sleep, i have never heard the false fire alarm at 2.30-3am in hostel before. weird, aint it?

Vivace was awesome, except for the stupid fat cockroach in the girl's washroom. Fortunately chua and danielle were there too, else i'll seriously be more freaked out, i have a fear of them flying anywhere near me. Kim came!((: She hasn't changed one bit since we last met, idk whether i have._. dance was okay i guess, i was quite nervous on stage cause i keep thinking 'Ohno am i gonna be able to rmb the next formation?' and yeah i forgot steps here and there, hi5 chua! :/ i hope it didn't look that bad :X but anyways i heard that the dance overall was great(: It was quite a pity the MAs called us right on the dot that we were supposed to alr be on stage, cause Isaac was stuck in the washroom and hence wasn't informed. and he had to stay all the way till what, 8.30pm just to perform? and he practised alot also... but ohwells kinda a lesson to be prepared 15mins+ beforehand.

On a sidenote, zhangchong is damn gullible LOL. and extremely fun to bully cause he doesn't retaliate HAHAHA.

2010-03-18T03:24:00.000-07:00

The news was so sudden. Even tho we weren't close, but i actually felt sad unlike the previous case where i felt quite indifferent. maybe cause he was from psl, then sc, and used to be from the same sc comm, so at least i do know who he is unlike the previous case. or maybe because of the sudden dawning of the fragility of life and how unpredictable death is. pray that his friends and family will be comforted.

A man dies like a butterfly
Life burns from the touch of the reaper
All things must pass.

2010-03-17T06:21:00.000-07:00

Timo is weird. He showed me a picture of a fat cute panda playing in the snow. And then he asked me:

[c=36][b][/b][ｷｨ､ｽﾜｫ][/c=0] [c=0]£33tGãM£®[/c=55] - [c=1][What Friends are For.][/c=0] said:
it doesn't disturb you a panda is playing in the snow? ._.
i mean
it'll freeeeeeeeeze
[90E80W][OTL]*~/<>\joanna\<>/~* 07204 ftw!- fly`` said:
err
pandas live in cold places
._.　
[c=36][b][/b][ｷｨ､ｽﾜｫ][/c=0] [c=0]£33tGãM£®[/c=55] - [c=1][What Friends are For.][/c=0] says:
WHAT
they eat bamboo!
bamboo dont grow in cold yo
[90E80W][OTL]*~/<>\joanna\<>/~* 07204 ftw!- fly`` says:
china hot or cold?

siao

sheesh doing med chem pract now ):

tatas

2010-03-16T07:41:00.000-07:00

Dance camp! How was it? Look above :D And no, we have more than 1 guy in dance, fortunately(: Y'know idky, the guys are always the centre of attention (duh literally in photo), people clap for whatever they do._. i wonder whether they actually do find that unnerving o_O That beside, we stayed up till 2.30am dancing(: And the track at night/dawn is awesomely tranquil, i love it.

Funny story today. When they mentioned kbox, i assumed it was the clementi branch. So i took the botannia shuttlebus out to clementi at 5.30pm, so i'll reach there at 5.40pm with 5mins to spare. Somehow something spurred me to reread janice's sms. And freak, it said orchard._.! So i rushed to the mrt not really knowing where i'm supposed to head for. Fortunately met a woman who gave me really clear instructions, so i made it to orchard mrt before 6.20pm. Then the heren was so hard to find can! So many glass buildings-.- Then i walk and walk and walk before i realised i was heading the wrong direction. Then i had to walk all the way back, past the mrt station, and finally reached kbox at 6.35, 6.40? blah. But it was worth the walking(:

tmr's my only free day, besides friday, don't anyone suddenly pop anything out and drag me outta the house, else i'll get flabbergasted.

tatas

2010-03-10T03:07:00.000-08:00

You can just skip to 5:16(: jabbawockeez!

2010-03-09T02:52:00.000-08:00

2010-02-16T02:35:00.000-08:00

Went to the river... and took picture with a panda! They were everywhere._. I still think the panda in my room looks cuter :X Heckk, still a panda(:

2010-02-06T04:37:00.000-08:00

From timo(: Chinese! Don't worry i can understand! :D

From sab(: Her card was really nicee, with lotsa pictures and shiny stars, which got sprinkled all over my bed when i took out the card xD

Bear from Hugs & Kisses! Bought using the leftover money contributed by 12+ people i think. Nice to cuddle(:

M&M chocs in a nice heart shape container from siying & xinyuan(:

Waterbottle from timo!(: Super glad cause my previous waterbottle cracked due to my carelessness ): 1 Cor 13:13!

2010-02-06T04:04:00.000-08:00

I just ate my 5th cake this week at yf today :O I'm gonna grow fat if i don't exercise soon._.!

Anyways, thanks to all the awesome people who made 3Feb a happyhappyhappy day for me!(:

On 3feb i was feeling lonely in my room cause suddenly everyone disappeared and never pick up their hps! D: Then after that i finally managed to call timo and was asked to go canteen. On my way their, lorna and janice came along and 'blindfolded' me :O I was super scared cause i thought they were going to dump me into the huge dustbin near the hostel makan stall on the way, honestly! Thankfully they didn't hehehs xD

The cake was quite cute looking xD strawberry shortcake or something like that. Sheesh should have taken a picture! $3.20 per cut piece apparently :O so scary o_O Then Ms Kong came to wish me happy birthday, AND took a piece of cake away LOL XD Then i got free 'cake cream facial' ._. fortunately i hadn't bathed yet xD

Then at 9.30pm the 12SHs celebrated my birthday with a chocolate cake(: We were like having a picnic at the centre of the track literally xD

Anyways, pictures of the presents: (excluding the mug from timo and janice's panda pencilbox cause they are in my hostel room, will take pic of them soon!)

Hp pouch and cat-eat-cupcake keychain from danielle(: J-for-Joanna keychain from ryan(: I honestly thought the J was a boot until timo told me it was supposed to be a J! LOL.

Pseudo ice-cream-milkshake/slurpie-with-cherry-on-the-top looking thing from shoun and yq(: This is actually made from towels._. I thought it looked super cute until i saw this:

): ): ): So meaaannnn ): I hope i grow soonnn D':

From hehao(: This somehow reminded me of the 'Fat people are hard to kidnap' badge he wore as his school badge the other day :O When i opened it, the first thing i thought the word would be was RESPECT.

Smiley face cookie and some cake thing from jerlin(: So cute, can't bear to eat the face!

Eecks i can't stand it when blogger auto uploads the pictures right in front of all the text, then i needa shift it-.- Shall continue on the next post ;)

2010-01-31T00:25:00.000-08:00

Sian. Chem ass 1 is annoying me alotalotalot. cause i can't do some -.-"

Next time there's a game to form the longest word, i shan't be lame and say smiles but say some long nonexistent chemical chain. HA. like 1-sth-2sth-3sth-...-infinity-sth. deffo cannot have longer word already luh. Crap how draw 3-ethyl-6-methyloctanedioic acid?!

2010-01-30T08:06:00.000-08:00

Ohwow, clumsy me dropped my waterbottle... and it cracked D: so sad. goodbye 2-year-old waterbottle ):

yay my parents are treating me to a nice jap dinner tmr prior to my birthday :D happyhappy :D

ohcool, i just killed a beetle ;) it kept buzzing past my head and freaking me out ): So i grabbed the paper bag beside me and whacked it down, then dropped my bio TB carefully onto it :D RIP beetle, or at least now i can do homework in peace C:

okay bye must start on chem ass

2010-01-24T18:12:00.000-08:00

Heh english starts at 11, and i haven't done my comprehension :O And it's 10.20 now. But it's okay, i shall blog awhile and do updates (yay to danielle xD)

Hmm, i just added some extra stuff to the webmaster section of the blog, y'know, in case some people wanna buy something practical for 3feb but have no idea what to get(:

Oh gerlynn is probably gonna be baking the jan/feb class babies' cake, and i'm in the same cluster as her! Use pantryyyyyyy! :D

Wow my monday to wednesday is full ._. just realised. Looking forward to wednesday! ;)

tatas

2010-01-11T20:05:00.001-08:00

hihihihihihi :D

oh cool, after the school's hostel network blocked blogspot, suddenly out of a sheer bored attempt at blogging, i realised i can access blogger LOL

yay my room looks clean! :D ros just taught me how to better use the magic cleaner XD

i have a 3.5hr break now. Initially I wanted to bathe, but later got PE luhhs. annoying D: Then got 12SH dinner heh(:

Lessons so far have been, ummm okay (ohno i must do my hw soooon)

Oh ros wants to go clean the toilet mat._.

She's beating the mat outside the gate with a clothes hanger o_O What would ros be like as a mother in the future. hmmmmm.....

Crack goes the hanger :O Oh the horror. Moi go and pass her the stick from the dustpan. Whackwhackwhacky(:

Oh and now i'm helping her hold the mat. Seriously looks like she's trying to whack me and i'm using a pathetic mat as a shield._. Fortunately her aiming quite good luhhs :D

Danggg should have videoed that, was hilarious XD

Okay back to work tatas

2010-01-09T05:01:00.000-08:00

Continuation of photos!

Present from huixian! In case you can't see the words, they are 'Lovest Thou Me?', the theme of this year's ltf camp(:

The big picture of what huixian gave(:

I think the envelope is cute. idky :O

That's all that's at home! (:

2010-01-09T04:53:00.000-08:00

photos! (except timo's prez cause it's still in my hostel room heh)

One part of my sundaysch teacher's gift (i drew in the black and gold part)

Danielle's present! (the yellow+orange+brown hue scarf from hanoi)

Where the scarf is hanging now(:

Back view of xinyuan's prez (the tshirt)! It's the 'H' in superheroes! :D

front view of the tshirt! Darn nice right! very zi xi! ^^

2010-01-09T04:24:00.001-08:00

Getting used to hostel yay(: Tho i keep forgetting stuff like my alarm clock, dance pants and bathing towel D: I hope i can somehow make my room look more spacious and comfy! idk how! but will deffo try :D Anyways, planning to go earlier tmr to vacuum/sweep the room etc. Ros and gnia, have you two cleaned the toilet yet? heh(: Just realised this whole week never drink milk even tho i brought the powder to hostel. This is baddd, muz haz my daily milk for supperrr! (ohnoz cheezburger influence LOLz)

I wanted to post the pics of my christmas presents from xinyuan, danielle, huixian, naomi and timo etc but no time D: it'll be soon, like maybe really soon XD But thankyou loads to all of you, esp xinyuan, ohmygosh the tshirt was epic-ly nice :O

Anyways went for YF today. Initially wanted to go for LTF, but then i thought about what my dad said and it did make sense. I mean 17 is quite old for LTF alr, and pretty near starting age of YF. Since i have almost never gone to LTF, so why not start afresh? Yup so that's what i did in the end and it was pretty enjoyable. The people there are friendly and all. I really hope i can continue committing to YF, and maybe contribute in areas like music accompaniment?

Yups that's all, gonna go take pictures of prez! tho i'm eating up naomi's prez so maybe by the time i take pics they are goneeee ;D tatas

2009-12-22T05:35:00.001-08:00

Wow so many dry runs nowaways ._. Anyways today they released the classes info. So since i was still in school, naomi helped me check. THANKYOU NAOMI(: Umm, there are nice people in 503 luh, but no 406-er, so you know, the feeling of insecurity is there :/ Hopefully this feeling will pass...

Called ros to check her class at near 12pm, then she thought my call was her hp alarm LOL. So she tried to press the snooze button, which turned out to be anything but the answer call button. So after fumbling awhile, she realised...

Oh, it's a PHONE CALL!

XP

Good morning banglah bunny! :D

Oh i just realised, maybe next year in hostel, if they give us our prefered choices of roommates and toiletmates, 4 of us can do QT everyday together to encourage one another! Just a thought luhhs.

Lalala i haven't packed for hostel :O

2009-12-20T04:16:00.001-08:00

Have you ever had a sudden realisation that you have wasted your life away? Or that from something, you're coming to nothing? I guess guilty pangs have been hitting quite hard on me, and i'm such a weak person, with a really really weak resolve. Then quite recently i realised that, the reason why i wasn't successful is that, i've been relying on my own strength, pretty much. And obviously as a weak person, what reason is there to continue in that manner? May God help me to keep to my path and not stray from it again. for those who have been praying for me, thanks(: please continue to do so and remind me of my resolve if i stray again...

2009-12-15T04:38:00.000-08:00

I like this song alotalotalot such that i can't seem to get it out of my head(: Both the lyrics and the melody :O But i can't seem to find the full song online, so i shall type it from memory, most of the words should be correct luhs hahaha

My Heart, Your Bethlehem

Will you have a place to lay Your head on the night of Your holy birth;
A crown or a robe of royal thread, as Your life begins on earth?

Though some will not receive You, or know just who You are,
I will prepare a place for You, a home within my heart.

I’ll make my heart Your Bethlehem,
Where You, O Lord, can enter in.
Shine Your light, let Your life in me begin,
And make my heart Your Bethlehem.

O holy Child of Bethlehem, descend to us we pray.
Cast out our sin and enter in; be born in us today!

Though some will not believe You are the Savior born for them,
I will prepare a place for You, a home within my heart

How silently, how silently the wondrous gift is given.
So God imparts to human hearts the blessings of His heaven

Though some will not receive You, or know just who You are,
I will prepare a place for You, a home within my heart.

I’ll make my heart Your Bethlehem,
Where You, O Lord, can enter in.
Shine Your light, let Your life in me begin,
And make my heart Your Bethlehem.

2009-12-11T06:05:00.000-08:00

Back from camp(: was quite fun hahaha C= thanks everyone who made it fun and memorable in any ways(: Just 2 really funny/touching moments:

1) Kimmy (Abby's youngest sister, who is younger than me by quite some years) helped me hold the shower head from the next showering cubicle, cause mine had really really really little water and it would definitely take eons to wash the soap away. THANKS SO SO SO MUCH :D I think we both were on our tiptoes or sth LOL.

2) I was coughing quite abit during caroling practice, and Theodore went off halfway during the practice to get zech to open the guys' dorm for lozenges or sth and ran all the way back to pass them to me :X I was reallyreally shocked and touched luhs, cause firstly i didnt know that he left to get the lozenges so it came as a surprise, and secondly, he's so much younger than me, but i think much more sensible and helpful than myself. :/ Thanks zech for the lozenges thing also(:

I doubt the above people will actually see this post since they don't know my blog anyways, but just to show how grateful i am to you guys, so yeah(:

Now is back to busy mode lols. I needa think of many short intralevel games for orientation'10. currently i have 2 mass games and 5 short games, but some may get shot down, sooo... HELPHELPHELP if you can(: thanks thanks thanks!

have a veryvery nice day LOL

2009-12-06T05:02:00.000-08:00

Packing bag(: whoa i haven't attended any ltf/combined camp in a few years, the last time i went was in 2005? even i can't rmb. i hope it'll turn out fine :/

On a side note, i counted the number of correction tape covers in my pencil case. 24! holyshyt i must be using like 1 every fortnight. that's quite shocking hahaha._.

Will be back from camp super late this thursday, so anything just sms me(:

2009-12-04T07:05:00.000-08:00

i love Pixie Lott(: I especially like her ver of Apologise by OneRepublic.

AND LOL WEIREN YOU GAY PERSON. WHATTHEHECK WERE YOU DOING LOOKING UP PICS OF OHMYGOSH?! Okay fine he says he was just scrolling down fb and is not gay :O mygosh. eye cancer.

and thanks timo for the piano score of don't stop believin'! how come you can always find such stuff so easily-.-"

filling up the exchange programme form, i really hope i get camborne science and community college :/

tatas

2009-11-30T06:51:00.000-08:00

wow i just realised i didnt blog for some time le hahaha :O

sent off my mum to the airport on 27nov for the israel trip. i told uncle mark chen that her birthday was on the 28th, but i bet he forgot, ahwells.

the first batch of my juniors came back from obs LOL. i wonder whether any of them had as many mosquito bites as darryl or danielle XD was it 136 or sth like that? hahaha

dad got me a new phone whoots(: like finally, after 3 years :D and he allowed me to buy some new clothes, which i haven't done in like 2+ years (excluding the stuff i bought to attend my couz wedding) ^^

looking forward to class outing on wed(: it's like our final year as a class since there's reshuffling next year. i hope i get into a nice class with nice people(: like sab, danielle, xinyi, janice, lornie, ros or jah!

time to continue doing some revision. tatas!

2009-11-14T03:56:00.000-08:00

Today's dance was, quite hard to catch D: ohnoes learning 3 dances at the same time. my soles feel like the skin is torn :X gaya/nur hurry email us laoshi's dance vid k? (: She danced so effortlessly while we were nearly tripping gaaah.

Anyways after dance, was supposed to meet lorna, timo, jah and bryce at the shuttlebus pickup point, but only bryce was on time lolol, and lorna was nearly on time. Asked the shuttlebus driver whether he could wait another 3mins max for lorna, but he said no. whattheheck, Infinity's shuttlebus waits there like 10-15mins while my condo's bus driver arrives on the dot and leaves immediately, crap attitude-.- then just 3 seconds after he drove off, lorna arrived, but he didnt want to stop the damn bus-.-

Started playing pool with bryce first. I realised, i can't reach ALOT of places on the pool table T.T Then jah came with lorna and after an epic-ly long time... timo finally arrived! lol. It was quite fun luh haha. And some people like to stick their butts behind the holes so i kept laughing and missed the hole :O Bryce and lorna were taking quite a number of pictures and vids. Oh the horror, they're going onto facebook! :O As usual, we ended the day playing cards LOL. long time never play jimrummy liaoz, i completely forgot how to count points :O

Right after they left, my mum berrated/yelled at me nonstop bout my math grades. She just kept repeating/yelling the same sentence over and over again like it would even solve the problem, and even ticked me off for talking to my dad bout non-academic stuff. She's treating me like some emotionless ragdoll or something, as if i weren't alr upset over my math. Fine she can express her disappointment once or twice, i don't even need her encouragement because she obviously doesn't know how to talk bout anything else besides grades, but going on and on for weeks, and 2 years for physics and still counting? Overrated reaction don't you think? Just for you to know, i don't motivate myself to do better just because someone keeps harping on some useless point or compares me to another person to try to make me hate myself to death if i don't do way better the next round; i motivate myself to do better because i compare myself with myself and want to improve instead of stagnating. You obviously don't really know me, so it's pointless saying that you know me better than myself, it's just another fallacy.

Right. i'm tired. shall go file all my stuff and do some SS work before sleeping. tatas

2009-11-12T06:42:00.000-08:00

Janice's drawing of llamafrog! aww cute^^

I'm addicted to Allison Iraheta's rendition of Alone (from Heart). It just sounds so uniquely allison(:

Today was, passable (literally.) I actually believe emoing earlier helped._. I felt so drained today that, i just surrendered. Although evo and geog weren't what i expected, there was great moderation for geog, such that my C+/B- CA became A- after the exam(: Okay luh, there WAS something to be happy for today, the Only thing that cheered me up, which was my LTA question getting 9/9. besides that, everything sounded like Flo Rida's Low

On a random note, i think Watch Me Shine is a nice song to dance hiphop to :D

Tatas

(P.S. Who wants to go my place for pool this saturday afternoon? tell me if you're interested)

2009-11-11T07:31:00.000-08:00

Every step a step of faith, Jesus lead me on.
Thanks nick for sending the link lolol, somehow those words, just spoke to me. I guess during this period of time, my faith is just so small, i've been worrying and feeling depressed and everything, since i alr know what to expect.

[♥206] Wei Ren says:
its ok to emo
but its better to understand what you did wrong and improve frmo it
you emo emo emo and dont do anything is the same thing as not doing anything to start with
if you get bad results
pinpoint why
then make sure
dead sure
that you improve
you emo
others will emo k
so cannot emo
or emo a bit i guess
but you'll be fine
MUST SAY THAT FIRST
unless like you really know you die then must find out whuy
someone successful always makes mistakes
learning from them is what counts k

i suppose i should listen to TT, esp the later part. blehs :X sorry for making some people so worried, i guess depression was an automatic reflex? haha

2009-11-11T06:51:00.000-08:00

SO CUTE! :D

Nick sent me this picture to prove to me that i'll get above 4 for cap. lol? WHERE'S THE CORRELATION?! Anyways even such a cute picture can't salvage the situation, i alr calced the max and min, so i know its way down under. lol.

Aww forget it. I shall just go emo by myself.

goodbye.

2009-11-10T08:25:00.001-08:00

it feels like the end of the world to me. no i dont mean that literally. there is just no other way to describe how i feel more aptly. yeah sure i know everyone screwed up or whatever they claim. its just a matter of degree i suppose. fine maybe you look at the overall and go, "Aiyo still okay what." then no, i don't look at the overall, thats not what matters to me. perhaps no one understands why i am so depressed, or give it a benefit of doubt, a few. maybe some face the same predicament but they dont care anymore. well, i care, and that's what's hurting me the most. don't try to tell me its okay, or even worse (tho i doubt anyone will), that its good enough for me, cause i didnt even try so dont try to tell me i've done my best. contradiction? no it just means, i deserve all this fair and square. and the next time, im so gonna change, for the better.

bottling all these inside, it hurts
but i cant channel it away

2009-11-05T06:04:00.000-08:00

tiredtiredtired. but it's all overrrr(:

after econs exam, we had hcl scriptcheck. i got higher than my targeted marks :D but it's still quite sucky luh haha. my mum was quite displeased with my results actually. She said such an easy paper why my zonghetiankong so many mistakes :/ I got 19/20 for my 2pg gonghan LOL. Why? Cause hkk marked it.

Then we headed over to clementi for lunch, singing in the rain! nah, that just applies to nickho, whom i was unfortunate enough to have to share an umbrella with D: Subway! then met my mum there again xD

After that was movie time! Lorna, Janice, Naomi, Nick, Aaron, Funan, Timbo and I went to Vivo to watch Jennifer's Body (N16, but we all still got in anyways =D). It was kinda scary cause Megan Fox has this really sadistic glint in her eyes and the way her mouth crooked into a smile before she preyed on the boys. I know the first time she exposed her fangs and roared, Nick and I both screamed LOL. and lorna was sitting in between us WHOOPS :D then after that, nick tugged at lorna's jacket and i was gripping onto lorna's other arm, and the sandwiched lorna was using her jacket to cover part of her face LOL! apparently we provided some entertainment to the people sitting beside us :O Overall, i think the movie was so-so, i'm not a megan fox fan see xD But i wanna watch 2012! not that i believe in the ancient prediction of course, but the graphics look gooooodd.

Tatas, mum says, "Revise chinese!"

2009-10-23T07:05:00.001-07:00

2009-10-22T05:22:00.000-07:00

Dystonia is a rare neurological movement disorder in which sustained muscle contractions cause twisting and repetitive movements or abnormal postures. The disorder may be inherited or caused by other factors such as birth-related or other physical trauma, infection, poisoning, or reaction to drugs, which was what happened in this case. After watching the vid i felt so sorry for her i can't believe there are numbskulls out there laughing heartily over it. Wait till you face her predicament then i'll watch you laughing at yourself.

Gosh homework!

2009-10-22T04:32:00.000-07:00

2009-10-09T09:48:00.000-07:00

The Day The Door Is Closed
The Echo's Fill Your Soul
They Won't Say Which Way To Go
Just Trust Your Heart
To Find What You're Here For
Open Another Door
But I'm Not Sure Anymore
It's Just So Hard

Voices In My Head
Tell Me They Know Best
Got Me On The Edge
They're Pushin', Pushin', They're Pushin'
I'm Droppin', Fightin', Inside Of
A World's That's Upside Down
It's Spinning Faster
What Do I Do Now

I Don't Know Where To Go
What's The Right Team
I Want My Own Dream
So Bad I'm Gonna Scream
I Can't Choose
So Confused
What's It All Mean?

Fight To Find Myself
Which Way?
I Can't Tell
I'm Searchin', Searchin'
Can't Find A
Road That I Should Take
To Right To Left

2009-10-02T05:15:00.001-07:00

I just realised, there's no such thing as acsi PRIMARY, only acs primary. correct me if i'm wrong. so wth has that parent-teacher been saying! gosh.

She bugged ryan for 20mins over the phone lolol. Quote: I will pay you for teaching my son, just tell me what you think is reasonable. LOL.

Today, she smsed me this, after being unable to get it out of ryan, "Wd u pls sms me yr friend who go to nus uni..." Note that's not my english(: Cause douglas, who is currently 16, graduated from nushs several months back and was admitted straight into nus. I replied her saying that douglas does not wish to disclose his personal contact details. I didn't ask douglas tho, but i'm sure he'll be thankful should he find out her personality. Guess what was her response? "Thank u very much!" Please don't tell me she somehow construed it as, "Rest assure i'll help you get his contact." Even if so, too bad, i've decided not to further entertain her peculiar requests/questions. Seriously, you do not need to contact EVERY student, esp the more gifted one, in nushs, to determine whether you should allow your son to try for this school. Don't you think it's more constructive approaching the relevant subject teachers or even, the principal? Apparently, you say, nonono, students would be better. But do you realise, you are going overboard? First you talk nonstop for 45mins and try to drag me away from my duty. Next you try to get all the contact numbers, which i didnt give you. Then you call me to give specific psle help like topics/titles of good books/authors/websites, even to lend you my smo books. If you were someone i know, i'll do it willingly (anyways all the church people who have entered my school/are entering soon, their parents don't even rely on me that much). But you're just a stranger and i was just trying to be nice. Note: I'm not obliged to continue being so. Actually the most annoying thing is that you just don't understand the meaning of "no" and keep trying to push your luck. Well you're getting on my last nerve, so please do not treat me as your call-girl.

And yeah congrats to your son for getting into 2nd round. Pity i'll be attending lessons during that time so i hope you will not come and disturb me. thank you.

2009-09-25T20:40:00.000-07:00

Went to usher for SPSO today(:

My cheekbone hurts cause i had to smile with my eyes and mouth for more than 45 MINUTES D: there was this "crazy parent" who stalked me and jee hyun for that period of time BUT JEE HYUN PANGSEH ME!!! and she wrote down everything we said word for word, so scary.

Basically her contents of speech:
1. Her son won 1st for a swimming event representing Singapore
2. Her son got 1st for acsi mad test and topped asci science in his level
3. Her son read all the sec3, 4 bio+chem+phy TBs in 3-4hours flat.
4. Her son studies just 1 day before his p5 tests/exams (actually thats what most people do, even in high school...)
5. My psle score, did i get A* for everything, whether i think HCL is neccessary (actually it was compulsory for me, so idk, but i know it doesnt help chinese)
6. Why i chose nus high over RGS, whether i prefered math or science (aiyo...)
7. What textbooks/guidebooks/practice papers did i use for psle (THAT WAS FOUR YEARS AGO.)
8. What science and math competitions there are in primary school (when i was p5, the only competitions i ever went for/had training for was smo and NSW [which shd not be counted])
9. Ask whether jee hyun/i could offer any tuition (no thanks! unless it's piano haha). So i suggested ryan and my mum (to give her business mah). And she was really kiasu, asked for my address, home number hp number and ryan's. But cause it's personal info i had to call him first, but before i did that she was "pleading" that i just give it to her... To cut a long funny story short, i finally managed to get to ryan (HAHA sorry ryan! but don't worry, even if you teach, you'll be teaching her SON, not HER :D)
10. Whether people who come to this school will become nerds (No duh-.- unless you're alr a nerd before you come here LOL)
11. How to be a prefect in nus high

She talked nonstop, i was in such pain, the security guard tried to help me by shooing her away and standing in between us, but the parent kept waving her hands over the security guard, wanting to continue asking me stuff. Actually now come to think of it, the whole episode is hilarious HAHA. But if her son really has those achievements, and wants to be a scientist, he should come to nus high!(: He seems quite nice, not as crazy as... haha x)

tired, shall go do my overdue hcl papers D:

2009-09-10T23:21:00.000-07:00

y'know sometimes, when all seems to be falling apart, and you reach the crossroads; you face a temptation so great to take the easy way and give up. but do y'know, it's then that you can make the greatest comeback, if you give it a try.

2009-09-09T05:34:00.001-07:00

Moved house to Botannia(: the environment here is way better than in Toh Guan, with nicer views. tho my room is technically smaller if you minus the toilet (but my old room didnt have an attached toilet so there) but with the planter space outside and the glass doors, it looks bigger._.

Okay while i didnt have internet access for 2+ days, there were certain stuff i wanted to blog bout, but now, the prior anger has dissipated so forget it haha.

Ohyeah, today rewatched The Italian Job. The side graphics are cool and the plot is awesome(:

2009-09-04T01:11:00.000-07:00

ohmygosh we didnt get last! *shock* lol huyang was hilarious, shan't put what he said here haha XD

and i owe jah lunch cause i betted with him i'll get last for relay. but he was nice and forfeited it :D

SC mtg today was like english lesson (writing essays with zikai going, "How to spell ____ and ____ and..." you get the idea XD) And gosh they are so sweet, thanks for the chocolates and card from sc & tday comm, appreciate it(:

time to chiong economic insight 3. gah.

tatas

//Watch my life pass me by - in the rearview mirror
Pictures frozen in time - are becoming clearer
I don't wanna waste another day - stuck in the shadow of my mistakes

2009-09-03T06:10:00.000-07:00

I don't know what i'm supposed to be thinking now. Caught between dwelling in the past and moving on to the future, whatever it may bring. I know if i don't try, i'll never reach it, but the thought that if i tried, and should i fail, wouldn't everything be wasted, wouldn't i be further despaired?

but if i never prove myself, how can i expect others to have faith in me?

2009-08-24T02:35:00.000-07:00

[90E80W][OTL]*~/<>\joanna\<>/~* 07204 ftw!- fly``
whaipeng and i went out on a shopping spree!

[90E80W][OTL]*~/<>\joanna\<>/~* 07204 ftw!- fly``
and spent nearly $800

[90E80W][OTL]*~/<>\joanna\<>/~* 07204 ftw!- fly``
=D

[c=36][b][/b][すおうたまき][/c=0] [c=0]£33tGãM£®[/c=55] - [c=1][Irony][/c=0]
WHAT

[c=36][b][/b][すおうたまき][/c=0] [c=0]£33tGãM£®[/c=55] - [c=1][Irony][/c=0]
thats A LOT

[c=36][b][/b][すおうたまき][/c=0] [c=0]£33tGãM£®[/c=55] - [c=1][Irony][/c=0]
xiaojie...

[c=36][b][/b][すおうたまき][/c=0] [c=0]£33tGãM£®[/c=55] - [c=1][Irony][/c=0]
if your suddenly declared bankrupt

[c=36][b][/b][すおうたまき][/c=0] [c=0]£33tGãM£®[/c=55] - [c=1][Irony][/c=0]
i will laugh my pants off

[c=36][b][/b][すおうたまき][/c=0] [c=0]£33tGãM£®[/c=55] - [c=1][Irony][/c=0]
:D

[90E80W][OTL]*~/<>\joanna\<>/~* 07204 ftw!- fly``
LOL

[90E80W][OTL]*~/<>\joanna\<>/~* 07204 ftw!- fly``
you should go ask whaipeng bout it

[90E80W][OTL]*~/<>\joanna\<>/~* 07204 ftw!- fly``
yupyup

[c=36][b][/b][すおうたまき][/c=0] [c=0]£33tGãM£®[/c=55] - [c=1][Irony][/c=0]
rawr

[c=36][b][/b][すおうたまき][/c=0] [c=0]£33tGãM£®[/c=55] - [c=1][Irony][/c=0]
later i find all the class funds POOF

*******************************

LOL yay he fell for it^^

Anyways, yeah we did go "shopping", for snacks to put into the tday goody bag, spent less than $800(:

- goody bag + snacks settled
- toy massagers settled
- refreshments settled

whooppie i feel more relaxed now LOL

but i also feel tired._.

tatas
P.S. ohNO nickho wants to build a cabbage cannon machine to kill me. nooooooooooooooooooooooooo~!

2009-08-23T01:11:00.000-07:00

You can have your way
But you can't have my respect.
Cause respect has to be earned
And you aint worthy of mine.

2009-08-07T04:48:00.000-07:00

Today was great(: I realise i much prefer the older NDP songs, they're so much better IMO. Then the class played one of lorna's games and freeze-and-melt on the field. So fun! Just that after a while ran (literally) out of energy. After janice finished her eng test, the rest of the class went out for class outing while i had to go to botania. sad.

Anyways, anyone has the songtracks of Another Cinderella Story, especially New Classic? Selena Gomez not only sings and acts well, her dancing is superb also (if she was really the one dancing in the vid) I mean, she mixed hiphop and ballet moves together luh woah. Talent.

2009-07-30T07:59:00.000-07:00

Wow today i learnt that my blood pressure is pretty low._.

Although i fainted after the blood donation thing etcetc. (i thought i had fallen asleep but apparently not._.), the experience of donating blood is not bad(:

Thanks danielle, raghav and nat(: for being there to take care of me when i blacked out, for waiting with me, and for the sweets and donuts x)

Oh and i didnt know the calculus book could come in handy o_O

tired.

2009-07-25T06:08:00.000-07:00

Mygosh scare me. i thought i had to RETYPE the TDay proposal. thankfully word managed to repair the doc. else i might just faint.

Whoa Douglas got transferred to NUS, saw from chua's blog. All the best to him!(:

Ryan returned from germany. Singapore got 30th position for IMO lolol. thanks for the souvenir(s)- dua-functions lolol(: i like the chocolates :D

Injured my leg again-.- this time it's my left. sian. I've gotta be more careful in the future.

Slope training is scary cause on my return i keep slipping over the drain cover and nearly falling.

2009-07-17T21:16:00.000-07:00

Cool things from gerlynn's blog XD

NICKNAMES

If Laura, Kate and Sarah go out for lunch, they will call each other Laura, Kate and Sarah.
If Mike, Dave and John go out, they will affectionately refer to each other as Fat Boy, Godzilla and Four-eyes.

EATING OUT

When the bill arrives, Mike, Dave and John will each throw in $20, even though it's only for $32.50. None of them will have anything smaller and none will actually admit they want change back.
When the girls get their bill, out come the pocket calculators.

MONEY

A man will pay $2 for a $1 item he needs.
A woman will pay $1 for a $2 item that she doesn't need but it's on sale.

BATHROOMS

A man has six items in his bathroom: toothbrush and toothpaste, shaving cream, razor, a bar of soap, and a towel .
The average number of items in the typical woman's bathroom is 337. A man would not be able to identify more than 20 of these items.

ARGUMENTS

A woman has the last word in any argument.
Anything a man says after that is the beginning of a new argument.

FUTURE

A woman worries about the future until she gets a husband.
A man never worries about the future until he gets a wife.

SUCCESS

A successful man is one who makes more money than his wife can spend.
A successful woman is one who can find such a man.

MARRIAGE

A woman marries a man expecting he will change, but he doesn't.
A man marries a woman expecting that she won't change, but she does.

DRESSING UP

A woman will dress up to go shopping, water the plants, empty the trash, answer the phone, read a book, and get the mail.
A man will dress up for weddings and funerals.

NATURAL

Men wake up as good-looking as they went to bed.
Women somehow deteriorate during the night.

OFFSPRING

Ah, children. A woman knows all about her children. She knows about dentist appointments and romances, best friends, favorite foods, secret fears and hopes and dreams.
A man is vaguely aware of some short people living in the house.

THOUGHT FOR THE DAY
A married man should forget his mistakes. There's no use in two people remembering the same thing!

2009-07-17T08:06:00.000-07:00

Interesting lunch talk

Janice, "Hey, you know something annoying?"
Me, *hit by a sudden inspirational answer*
Ros, *chokes*
Ros, "Janice could you repeat the question?"
Janice, "You know something annoying?"
Ros, *before janice could continue* "YES! KEVIN!"
Me, "Hey i was about to say that!!!"
Janice, "Okaaaaay...Anyways, you know something stupid?"
Ros&I, "YES!"

XD

This weekend, i MUST concentrate and chiong hw, revisions, etc. urgh.

Side note: bearbear camwhoreeee~ lol bearbear is so cute ;D but it has a dao face and looks like timo! =P *runs away*

2009-07-15T02:51:00.000-07:00

Hihihihihi. gosh this week is so busy, that i'm so determined to pull through, each day at a time. i have chem Q5 left and 3 HCL article questions. thanks alot nick/neek for the ws x) i shall go chiong those 2. then prepare for tmr's geog quiz and eng presentation. oh before that, 21 guns' opening is stuck in my headddd.

anyways:

Owl City-Hot Air Balloon

We wrote a prelude
To our own fairy tale
And bought a parachute
At a church rummage sale

And with a mean sewing machine
And miles of thread
We sewed the day above L.A.
In navy and red

We wound a race track
Through your mom's kitchen chairs
And fought the shadows back
Down your dark basement stairs

I lit a match, then let it catch
To light up the room
And then you yelled as we beheld
An old maroon hot air balloon

I'll be out of my mind
And you'll be out of ideas
Pretty soon
So let's spend
The afternoon in a cold hot air balloon
Leave your jacket behind
Lean up and touch the treetops over town
I can't wait
To kiss the ground
Wherever we touch back down

La la la la la laaa
La la la la la laaa

We drank the Great Lakes
Like cold lemonade
And both got stomach aches
Sprawled out in the shade

So bored to death you held your breath
And I tried not to yawn
You made my frown turn upside down
And now my worries are gone

I'll be out of my mind
And you'll be out of ideas
Pretty soon
So let's spend
The afternoon in a cold hot air balloon
Leave your jacket behind
Lean up and touch the treetops over town
I can't wait
To kiss the ground
Wherever we touch back down

I'll be out of my mind
And you'll be out of ideas
Pretty soon
So let's spend
The afternoon in a cold hot air balloon
Leave your jacket behind
Lean up and touch the treetops over town
I can't wait
To kiss the ground
Wherever we touch back down

2009-07-01T04:21:00.000-07:00

Someone stole my $4.50 slippers, which were placed outside the house. Lol. desperate.

We got back the syf vid and pics(: gosh we look so ferocious that we could jolly well be filming 'The Revenge of the Purple Pandas' No joking!

2009-06-28T02:39:00.001-07:00

Oh i realised i shall have to keep the rest of the FB quizzes to next hols, which is december! hahaha. A short one from siying(:

1. NUSHS! (duh.) M06104 more specifically(:

2. 3.5years

3. ummmmm i can't rmb exactly when, but should be end may before hols.

4. yay another person not vertically gifted to accompany me! nahh, very charismatic?

5. err not sure leh, i think she's quite sui bian._.

6. umm should be chinese songs

7. i'll call her siying(: it goes beyond any other one-word description you know^^

8. Yeah sure, hilariously harmlessly sarcastic (:

9. BABY SIYING! ever since in 104 that has been the nickname :D

10. depends what kind of island luh! leave our names on the island! if no dangers, call others to come to the island and party! then try to leave the island? XD

11. in Singapore lolol. In a hospital working as a doctor?

12. Squirtle! jkjk^^

13. very cool always, able to phrase thing nicely even if you're being sarcastic(:

14. hmmm, i don't think so.

15. Yeah i'm reposting it here x)

2009-06-27T06:18:00.001-07:00

Went to watch the concert today(: nick was one of the 3 guest soloist. HAHA NICK YOU JUST HAD TO WRITE THE SPEEDSOLVING RUBIK CUBES IN YOUR PORTFOLIO.

More ownage: Kevin paid $12 for the ticket while the rest of us got it foc. so weird haha.

They played naruto opening as one of the pieces lol. Fabia was face-palming. :D I liked the percussion section for that tho.

Then as the encore piece guess what they played?
Nobody by Wonder Girls.
HAHAHA THIS IS SO FUNNY.

And they played Les Miserables and Spirited Away!

2009-06-25T07:25:00.000-07:00

Back from bbq + indian-poker-truth&double dare at donovan's house haha(:

Left the house after 4pm, thought i was going to be late so brisk walked to JE mrt. Reached there just in time before the train left, thankgoodness. On the train, there was this couple standing right in front of me. They kissed every 30sec to 1min, eww. And i had to endure it for dunno how many stations. Kissing in public is a more minor thing, kissing with absurd frequency is disturbing, kissing NOISILY is terrible with the absurd frequency.

Found the place, waited there with wenli, daniel and michael for like half an hour?! -.-" Then donovan told us to just take bus5 to his house (which we have no idea where except the road name =.=) So we figured it'll be either near Female Changi Prison, or Male Changi Prison. Then we smsed him and he said he'll just wait there haha.

Finally reached his house. the condo's darn nice. It was surrounded by many other condos... The bbq was like *welcome to the black parade* Then michael somemore asked, "Is it cooked?" ERR.

Then jerlin and i had to rush home early. Sadly the nearest busstop was a distance away. So we chiong all the way (poor jerlin was in slippers :X) By the time we hopped onto the bus we were zombiiieeee.

Gosh i feel sleepy. Must finish my hcl compo first

2009-06-22T02:12:00.000-07:00

changed skin haha(: btw please view the web using IE, not mozilla FF, else it'll be darn messy. ~~ehsheesh anyone knows how to shift the border thing so the 2 boxes don't overlap?~~ haha my IT skills suck x.X Thanks twin! ;D

2009-06-21T04:44:00.000-07:00

Happy Fathers' Day!(: and happy belated birthday dad^^

On a side note, i just realised i'm a highly imbalanced person. no i'm not talking bout imba, i'm just thinking my life needs serious sorting up.

anyways, yay tuesday 12superheroes outing ;D

tatas

2009-06-12T06:53:00.000-07:00

"STARFISH STARFISH!" "Where where where?"

starfish!

RUFFLES! I WANT! (the perfect ruffles ad lol)

we love dance!

2009-06-11T21:33:00.000-07:00

Cadbury outing! :D soon to become jellyfish outing lols! transient fads eh.

Jellyfish

A-one, a-two, a-one, two, three, four
Uh, this song's about jellyfish
And their bellyfish
Ain't no foolyfish
I don't droolyfish
Goes like this:

Jelly, jelly, jellyfish
When you squeeze me, I go squish
Peanut butter jellyfish
Put me onto your sandwich

Said jelly, jelly, jellyfish
When you squeeze me, I go squish
'Cause I'm a jellyfish
I'm a jellyfish

My friends are fish and they go to school
They think I'm crazy and they think I'm cool
'Cause I'm a jellyfish
I'm a jellyfish

Jelly, jelly, jellyfish
When you squeeze me, I go squish
'Cause I'm a jellyfish
I'm a jellyfish

Got no eyes, I got no head
I've got no house, I got no bed
'Cause I'm a jellyfish
I'm a jellyfish
Jellyfish

26 Lettaz In Da Alphabet

Man, the other day
I was trying to figure out how many letters was in the alphabet
It took me all day, but you know I did it
You wanna know how many letters there are?
26 letters in the alphabet!

26 letters in the alphabet
I wear a shower cap so I don't get wet
I put on my shoes so my feet don't hurt
And go to the floor with Ernie and Bert

When I'm on the floor, I'm singin'
Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious
When I'm on the floor, I'm singin'
Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious

I got lots of friends, so I don't need pets
26 letters in the alphabet
Ernie got wasted and Bert went flat
They got kicked out and they can't come back

So they're standing outside, singin'
Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious
Yeah, they're standing outside, singin'
Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious
...
..
.
Man, I didn't know I was so smart...my brain hurts
My brain hurts!
******************************************************

Lol at the retardedness.

2009-06-08T06:25:00.000-07:00

Wish hols were longerr. mine's like so packedd. rawrrs. and i still have so many leftover hcl greenbook pracs to do... noooo.

gaah danielle's party clashes with my church camp so can't go. so sad :( *makes a mental note to buy her prez earlier to pass her on syf dance outing :D*

that reminds me. my dad's birthday is 1 day after danielle's. what should i get him? hmmmmm...

2009-06-06T07:19:00.000-07:00

Janice has gone bonkers. She claimed to WEAR cats, to be a virus cause she has proteins and DNA, and then to be a kryptonite spider piggy. gosh i'm so scared._. oh and she has returned to play maple o_O

1 summary left! hahaha sianz

2009-06-05T07:32:00.000-07:00

Lalalalalaland :D

that was random. i think cause nobody here is really talking to me, so i'm entertaining myself haa._.

Actually why they aren't talking to me is cause i'm being a super guai extra hardworking girl, who is sitting in one corner of the funeral parlour doing english homework-.- how retarded.

but anyway, there is a better reason to explain why i'm sitting in this corner. this aint a christian funeral, so they're burning incense, and the room is airconditioned i.e. enclosed. So i'm nearly dying of suffocation here. So i'm trying to prolong my existence... AND do homework. okay. done. left 3 summaries. i shall end my entertainment here. tatas.

2009-05-31T05:13:00.000-07:00

Lorna and Jah came to my church today(:

On my way to lorna's condo, i called jah to check whether he had reached yet, when my mother suddenly thought she spotted a 'typical NUS High student' (not in school uniform) running towards a condo and speaking on the hp at the same time. So she somehow came to the conclusion that that was jah, so she was like, "TELL YOUR FRIEND TO FREEZE!" LOL. Then in the end when my dad picked him up, we saw lorna further ahead XD which was FORTUNATE cause my dad thought her condo was further down the road.

Went to sundayschool, told jah my theory bout boys always being late and girls being punctual :D And it was ~~obviously~~ proven correct!^^ Then showed lorna and jah the workbook, of which the last chapter was on Eschatology o_O All i know is that it's some theory concerning death and judgement._. After lesson they asked the teacher some questions on whether salvation was freewill. To which my mother later gave an analogy of banana skin and the 'chosen' group which slips on it. Haha.

Later on went to west mall. Saw a really cheap and sweet blouse but my parents didn't let me buy. zzz. Oh and plenty and nice dance pants too, but since i already have 2... i decided to save my money :D

Now i feel like sleeping again._. tatas

2009-05-21T04:22:00.000-07:00

HAPPYHAPPYHAPPY BIRTHDAY TWIN!(:

It's been 4years. Thanks for always being there, or nearly always, 24/7, except for times i/you doze off. Haha x) Hope you'll emo less often yeah? :D

aaaaaand yeaahhh, don't forget to grow shorter^^

yay tmr XD and thanks for the treat!

2009-05-19T02:26:00.000-07:00

Besides the great remix IMO, LOOK AT THE PIANO! OHMYGOSH. i wonder whether when we move to botania i'll get a white mini grand. it's pretty ex. meh._.

and ciara's freaking good. lol random.

2009-05-18T22:35:00.000-07:00

Econs paper is overr. So that's the end of the 1week+ of exams. It's a wonder why i don't feel super hyper that it's kinda holidays now. I just feel like, blank.

Anyways, what a better way to start the holidays then to receive ms chen's email saying that she wants the poster tmr morning. Nearly done with edits. Janice, Jerlin, Jah: will send you people soon!(:

Well looks like i have alot of things to do this holidays. LOL. what a holiday. But i plan to start by clearing some junk today. Heh. and of course the amaranth score! thanks twin :D then maybe do the fb quizzes that i've accumulated since ages ago lolol.

Amaranth - Nightwish

Baptised with a perfect name
The doubting one by heart
Alone without himself

War between him and the day
Need someone to blame
In the end, little he can do alone

You believe but what you see
You receive but what you give

Caress the one, the Never-Fading
Rain in your heart - the tears of snow-white sorrow
Caress the one, the hiding amaranth
In a land of the daybreak

Apart from the wandering pack
In this brief flight of time we reach
For the ones, whoever dare

You believe but what you see
You receive but what you give

Caress the one, the Never-Fading
Rain in your heart - the tears of snow-white sorrow
Caress the one, the hiding amaranth
In a land of the daybreak

Reaching, searching for something untouched
Hearing voices of the Never-Fading calling

Caress the one, the Never-Fading
Rain in your heart - the tears of snow-white sorrow
Caress the one, the hiding amaranth
In a land of the daybreak

2009-05-12T23:56:00.000-07:00

I am inspired by ryan's 45 mins revision of the entire fluvial module, and his good test grades under the similar conditions.

I shall be motivated to study BioD nonstop till 1am to prove that i can make it even tho i hardly started.

byebye.

OHWAIT FOR SYF DANCERS PLEASE NOTE:

29/6 we have to perform for the asian youth people since our school is hosting that. Another school's going to perform too and they got GwH.

28/5 there's a combined rehearsal. The other school's coming too. So after the exams, we got 1week to rehearse :X

So there goes our holidays too D:

2009-05-12T08:56:00.000-07:00

Holyshyt since when was there ying yong wen?!

Finished glancing through my math notes. Shan't use 'looking' cause that'll be a big fat lie.

I'm doing my fluvial flood notes now.

BioD i have everything left. I only covered Arthropods and Chordata. Of which, i have already forgotten most.

i haven't started chem and physics.

2009-05-11T06:21:00.000-07:00

Damn sian.

What i haven't covered:
- Fluvial notes on flooding
- Math everything except notes
- BioD everything except chordata
- Chemistry
- Physics

- Econs (next week)
- Vectors (next week)

So don't complain bout not finishing revision to me else i'll get mad at you, unless you've not started at all.

2009-05-05T09:14:00.000-07:00

all the stress.
each to his own.
who'll understand?

2009-05-01T08:37:00.000-07:00

ohmygosh i feel so guilty D:

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY AISYAH! :D :D :D :D :D

i hope that the extra :D will make up for being late :/

oh and allison is getting better._. but her hair makes her look very ahem... woolly o_O And teyonna is goooooood. Like 3 out of 3 go-sees. woah.